Monday, February 15, 2016

The Mystery of the Winner and the Prize

Are any of us immune from the allure of a lottery win? Of millions, nay billions, thrust upon our eager hunger, uplifting us from quotidian boredom to satisfy our insatiable lust for bigger. Eyes aglitter, hearts aflutter, we dream of Tir na nÓg setting ablaze the dreariness of enough.

But why?

Why is bigger, so insatiable?

Why is enough, so dreary?

When unconscious ardor and unconscious abhorrence run rampant within our hearts, our souls, our minds, our bodies... spurring us with vicious whips of avarice towards that which is shameless and dissolute, ever distancing our selves from that which is graceful and humble... how often do we take a moment to ask ourselves... why?

The Mystery of the Winner and the Prize


There is a man. A hero from an ancient world. A champion. Nay, I speak not of titles of grandiosity; rather, titles earned in arenas of old. Clever and nimble, this man won much in the eyes of spectators and plutocrats, alike.

But alas, that which he won in fullest measure, was not the respect nor admiration of all. Indeed, that which he won in astounding magnitude, was the loathing and contempt, bitterness and jealousy, of many. For though he knew it not, as he danced in every arena with a heart full and true, the fallen seethed with vengeance fueled by credos of lies and talismans of untruths.

The truth?

This man, is indeed, a hero from an ancient world. For no coin was ever awarded him, for his bravery in arenas all. Unless the pittance of ha' pennies tossed as careless afterthoughts by disaffected hordes are to be measured and counted, like grains of sand in a perpetual hourglass.

Like gladiators of an ancient world, his life belongs not to himself. All that was ever amassed, from every feat ever accomplished, in every arena since his first, padded lavishly the rapacious pockets of all who profited from the unmitigated exploitation of his mind, his body, his heart, his soul. From ticket sales of shameless voyeurs, to entrance fees of ambitious questors, to concession earnings of venues galore, to heart poundingly altitudinous wagers of oligarchs aplenty... from every arena near, to every stage far... all who prospered... biggered and biggered and biggered and biggered.

While, the man...

The truth?

Have we forgotten that gladiators of old, belonged to plutocrats, who exploited hopes and dreams and lives for amusement and avarice? (Would you choose to battle in an arena of life and death, if it was your life or death?)

Have we forgotten that gladiators, when offered death outside the arena, chose life within the arena? (Wouldn't you, faced with the same Catch-22, chose the same?)

Have we forgotten that gladiators, earned nothing upon victory, except the promise of death in the next arena? (Is it surprising then, that such gladiators exude such intense ferocity?)

The truth?

The answer to the mystery of the winner and the prize is this:

If the competitor who always wins, belongs to a plutocrat, and his prize is never more than the promise of death in the next arena -- who wins treasures untold?

If those who are biggering and biggering -- are biggering and biggering -- by deceit and exploitation --- what's the likelihood that anyone wins real treasures untold?

If one competitor is playing for so-called treasures untold, and another competitor is playing for his life -- who is motivated by more, to win?

If one competitor is immoral, and another competitor is honorable -- who's to say that a competitor's elimination from the game, isn't the result of an honorable death over a dishonorable life?

When a competitor has nothing left to give, after he has sacrificed or otherwise forfeited his life in the arena... what reverts back to the plutocrat, to whom he belongs? Everything. 

For the lie that gladiators tell themselves, to mitigate the paralyzing helplessness of unrelenting subjection, is that their life outside the arena is their own. But everything outside the arena, is conscriptable in toto, by plutocrats, too.

If the only arena that matters to those exempt from the trivialities of mundanities, is the stage that's the world:

They who rule the arena, rule the world... and they who rule the world, rule the arena.

Fin


The lottery is fantastical, to be sure.

But lest our greed and avarice overtake our mortal souls, that which is graceful is not so terribly pitiful nor so bitterly wretched; especially when that which we've earned, is realized honestly, virtuously, rightfully.

No wealth, power, influence, aggrandizement -- is worth acquiring and possessing -- by pilfering, pillaging, ravaging, defrauding.

Period.

To do so, adulterates the goodness, the nobility, the dignity of the hearts, the souls, the minds, the bodies of good people, noble people, worthy people.

Enough is not dreary, if all of us decide, that enough is enough.

For me. For you. For one. For all.

Enough.


More

Much of that which contextually scaffolds the mystery of the winner and the prize, is beyond the scope of this post.

Nevertheless, here are several caveats:

Willingly volunteering for an arena doesn't preclude unwilling exploitation in any arena and beyond.

(Who willingly volunteers for unwilling exploitation in any arena or beyond? Furthermore, how likely is unwilling exploitation to be far less than genteel?)

That which some competitors can't, don't, or won't procure for plutocrats via some arenas, is procured one way or another... via other competitors, other arenas, etc.

(How likely is anyone willing to make up for that which failed to be procured, for a plutocrat, by another competitor? Moreover, how likely is the treatment of these other competitors to be less genteel by far... and how likely are these other arenas to be less genteel by far?)

Needless to say, while some arenas are characterized by thrilling and enjoyable competition, no arena unequivocally precludes, for example, torturous depravity, humiliating degradation, invisible fixing, etc.

(Who willingly pays this price to play a game that may or may not award so-called treasures to any competitor?)

Lastly, is any competitor any more free... than any of us are free... to choose the weather... on any given Sunday?

- M.

Other Notes on Other Winners and Other Prizes

Ah... the irony: Winners of Record US Powerball Jackpot to Come Forward on Reuters (2/16/16)

Is it possible that these lucky duckies are keeping their residences and their jobs, because all is not as it seems? Illinois lottery sued for not paying winnings... on Chicago Tribune (9/9/15)

Which calls to mind other lucky duckies with their prizes: 'The Price Is Right' - but the Taxes Are Wrong on ABC (8/9/12); What happens when you win The Price Is Right on A.V.Club (8/12/13); All Prizes Trigger Taxes (And You Can't Pay IRS In Doughnuts) on Forbes (12/11/12).

Not unlike... employer gifted gift cards... which are taxed from employee earnings as income or as prizes or rewards, thereby reducing the actual value of such gift cards to as low as half. Nice. Moreover, even when employees decline to use such gift cards upon their award, employees may not realize that they've already paid all requisite taxes for such rewards. Because all requisite taxes for such rewards are levied by employers prior to the award of such gifts. Furthermore, employees are often not permitted to opt out of gift card reward systems (because they're linked to public facing facades of employee appreciation, corporate relationships between employers and gift card vendors, and so on and so forth). Notwithstanding that coerced participation in employer appreciation of employees also requires employees to express compulsory gratitude for what amount to pittances. In truth, the underlying value of such gifts are actually deductions from employee caritas and goodwill. Nice.

What exactly does a pay it forward gift card from an employer to an employee mean... if the gift itself... robs the recipient... to gild the ego of the giver?

Each of the prizes above highlight callous disregard for human dignity, because at the heart of every prize, is fraud... perpetrated by humans on humans, for greed, avarice, conceit, aggrandizement.

When will the price of human excess... be too much? When will too much... be enough?

M.

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"I don't want your money" -- means --- "I don't want your throw away charity your empty sincerity. I want what I've earned... honestly, virtuously, rightfully. I want what you've robbed me... by pilfering, pillaging, ravaging, defrauding... my heart, my soul, my mind, my body. I want justice. I want freedom. I want equality. For me. For you. For one. For all."

M.

Saturday, February 13, 2016

Love Stories

With Valentine's Day around the corner... it seems apropos to speak to love...

Without further ado...

Love Stories


Good grief. Where on earth do I begin? For love stories are the stories of my life. In and out of my consciousness like a grand tapestry, there is love and loss and coupling and uncoupling... as far as the eye can see, far deeper than the deepest ocean, far further than the farthest shore.

There is love small and tender. Like the sweetest kiss between two children whose hearts have found each other across insurmountable odds. Bright and warm, such love leaves indelible prints on small hearts, fragile and growing. 

There is love effervescent and joyful. Like a smile that sparkles like sunlight filtering through a landscape too dreary and grey by far, as two hearts alight upon sight of each other, across a too far distance, after a too long absence. Such joy is irrepressible. The lightness of being that courses through one's heart, when there, before you, a love enduring and luminous and rapturous and caring. 

There is love sumptuous and smoldering. Like fireworks on a muggy afternoon. Languid tinderboxes, torrid and ablaze. Combustible, magnetic, irresistible. Summer storms of electricity and passion and thunderous crashing, of titans in the sticky, clingy, miasma of insatiable hunger and thirst. Affairs that cherish the lushest oases, love abides here, too.

There is love... indescribable. Like soft caresses on a heart, a soul, a body, burned by life. Sublime such touches are, to a soul lost on clouds of dissociation. Despite the tenuity of such consciousness, such love is the grandest of all. For who but angels float upon bright airy balloons to nurture a heart, a soul, a body, adrift in unreality; who but warriors and champions of genuity and sincerity clear fogs that ensnare a heart, a soul, a body, suffering numb wracking despair. Wondrous in generosity and purity, this love is the most beloved of all.

There too...

... are the loves of children and families, and creatures big and small, and peoples far and wide, and the magic and wonder of life itself.

While we are wont to celebrate romances good and bad, throughout the year, there are more loves than romantic loves...

These love stories are the stories of life. The stories that weave us together... like baskets of hope and harmony, like bracelets of friendship and camaraderie, like tapestries of dignity and valor. These loves are loves worth celebrating, loves worth honoring, loves worth commemorating, and loves worth appreciating to the very brim.

Whether or not romantic loves are loves worth exalting on this day, on Valentine's Day, on any day... loves are everywhere... and these love stories... neither require nor demand... chocolates nor flowers nor tokens nor vicissitudes nor dinners nor dates nor movies nor trinkets... for these stories are our stories...

awake... alive... free...



Friday, February 12, 2016

Justice for Wrecking Balls

What do we do when we find ourselves in a dark abyss... with nowhere to run to... and no one to turn to... after wrecking balls have demolished our lives... and annihilated all that once flourished there?

Is justice the answer?

What if these wrecking balls exercise omnipotent power? The power to create savage games... select extraordinary players... and forcibly compel them to live or die... in arenas rigged for the avarice and amusement of those exempt from the trivialities of mundanities.

Moreover, what if these wrecking balls wear guises of wisdom and friendship and gentility and benevolence... among one and all? How facile sincerity drips from lips laced with belladonna, how vacuous tenderness oozes from hands drenched in venom. Indeed, how better to ensnare the extraordinary, than by the sweetest of honey traps.

Whereupon this wrecking ball systematically destroys every virtue, every shred of decency, and every ounce of caritas... within target zones... selected for utmost avarice, exceptional aggrandizement, and exquisite conceit.

Verily, who can withstand such intentful malice from the wise, the friendly, the genteel, the benevolent, no less? Notwithstanding that all who survive by sheer force of will of life over death, merely live to die in the game.

Yet, bystanders observe -- mesmerized, captivated, intrigued, appalled, horrified -- savageries in mute compliance with the golden rule of bystanding: none shall interfere with The Game.

While brutalized players are relentlessly reindoctrinated into ever more barbaric, sadistic, and depraved games, to be hunted and tortured ever relentlessly... for sport, for amusement, for satiety of boredom... for profit, for fun, for intoxicating risks... within glass houses in view of all... ad infinitum.

Does it matter... if we are players... or we are bystanders? Does the lives of players matter less... if our lives as bystanders are unscathed? When the next player is you... what do you do... after you are captured and recaptured and indoctrinated and reindoctrinated... and still... no one sees?

Is the truth truly so obscure... so invisible... so impossible to discern... that no one sees?

So long as wrecking balls control the game... from creation to extinction... who ponders the question of justice, as to whether or not justice is the answer for wrecking balls that operate beyond all that humankind stands for? For what justice is just for wrecking balls who eschew humanity for soullessness?

Alternatively... what if all of us relinquished the game...?

What would wrecking balls be left with, to annihilate with impunity... if there are no players, no bystanders, no consumers, no financiers? For bystanders are participants who fuel the perversions that satisfy wrecking balls. For there's no avarice seized, no aggrandizement exulted, no conceit relished... in destroying the virtue, the decency, the caritas of extraordinary players... in private, in the dark, in secret. For that which wrecking balls annihilate for amusement and gratification... require... players and bystanders... consumers and financiers... in the only arena that matters to those exempt from the trivialities of mundanities: the shatteringly public glory of the stage that's the world.

Thus, it goes without saying: at what point will the cost of this hedonistic revelry cease to be worth it... to all of us? Because... frankly... it ceased being worth it, to those of us who have paid, for the wanton debauchery of wrecking balls, with our freedom and our lives... an eternity ago.

When will all of us... all of our freedom... all of our lives... be worth saving?


Note

In the interests of clarity, I believe in the execution of justice whereby actions are that which are judged, not labels. Not only are wrecking balls endemic to all labels, no label confers immunity to any label holder, whereby the mere virtue of one's label, renders a label holder blameless with regards to demolishing the lives of others. Thus, justice for wrecking balls is justice for that which is actioned by the act of wrecking, irregardless of label. Period.

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Forgiveness and justice are not mutually exclusive. For justice without forgiveness, is merciless and compassionless.

Nevertheless, forgiveness without justice, all too often, devolves into collusion. Whereby, our forgiveness, repudiates and absolves sins that warrant just action. With this caveat: reprisal, retaliation, and retribution are inherently unjust; as such, reprisal, retaliation, and retribution are not just actions.

Rather... that which warrants just action... warrants just action concurrent with forgiveness, mercy, and compassion. For that which warrants just action... that only receives forgiveness, mercy, and compassion... rewards depravity and malice, with impunity and omnipotence. In this manner... we too often collude with wrecking balls... in demolishing lives and annihilating harmony... with nary a fare the well.

Ultimately, the power of wrecking balls, rests entirely within our hands. For without us -- as players, bystanders, consumers, financiers -- agents, rogues, vigilantes, mercenaries -- wrecking balls are inert, with absolutely no intrinsic power to create or extinguish, anything.

So: the imperative to exact just action with forgiveness, mercy, and compassion -- for wrecking balls of every shape and stripe -- is in the hands of all of us.

May our hands be drenched in forgiveness... may our lips be laced with love... may our actions be merciful and compassionate... and just.

- M.